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I love sunsets, reading books, sleeping, listening to secondhand serenade, listening to Tigerlily, watching sunsets, drinking coke, messing with photoshop, daydreaming, perking up the class, internet cafes, beaches, cafes in davao, Coke floats in McdO, cappucino at Zagu, writing poems, fighting the people in charge, defending human rights, eating noodles, it when pipol smile back, francis kong and bob ong books, talking to people, doing things for others, annoying others, writing before going to sleep sleeping late, playin spider solitaire

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Dumbstruck

I sit silent as I try to imagine how to change things. Should I walk out? Leave him there alone? I can't tell how much pain I've been trying to hide. As if I could hide it.

You still love me...dba? I froze.

He's damn right. The longing to stay was far greater than wanting to run. He's damn right. I couldn't escape reality forever. He stared straight to my eyes. I turned to look away, half-wishing that I'd melt.

Speechless.

Why did he always have to be right?

Why can't I answer him back?

I just stood there. Dumbstruck.

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