love.. love.. love

I hope we'll always feel this way...
and in my heart I know you'll always stay...

Smiles

Try to find what makes you happy

and soon,

You will end up with someone 

who will see you completely

without ever wanting anything

except to be a part of you.

-best moments with one of my favorite persons in the world-

Happy Birthday to me!

It's finally done and I'm officially 22 years old... I thought over the past year and realized I had so many things to be thankful for. That time we spent at Bullokan and Puyo made me think things over... So, I'm officially 22. It's time to put the glasses on and act normal again. I still can't get over it! But, I'm super happy! <3 <3 <3

Special shoutouts to guys who made my day extra special:

Gwapo: words aren't enough for everything! But, thanks for all of it.
Kapwa: Dili ko ka-explain. Happy lang jud ko sa inyong friendship! I love u prens!
Nj, Ayana and Yvette: Kahit Busy, u still find time for me.
Everyone who texted and called: Thank u! thank u so much!

Fallin for you...

Maybe I should keep this to myself,
but I'm tired of holding it inside my head.

I've been spending all my time just thinking 'bout you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm falling for you.

Been so long since I've been this happy!
Especially when he looks at me with that big grin on his face. I could fall over and over again! :-))

Inside my lens

The best camera is the eye, the best lens is the iris, and the best photo is our memory. Indeed, before humans invented the best quality cameras, He had already designed the best one. And keep in mind, not only just a camera but a walking one. Take good care of your camera, it is the best in the world.

movies!

Thank Macelle Gay for her 16 gig flashdisk! I've got 5 new movies plus Deacon's The Hangover 2. Yeah!

Tomorrow would be the best day of my life! :) Good night everybody!

White Flag? NEVER!

I'm not giving in...

Seriously, I knew this wasn't worth it. I'd better build up. the career I want. Then after this, it's crunch time. 

I kept praying that things would be back to normal (defined: in a relationship, happy, inspired). 

Then, I found I had it all along.

1. I have relationships

friends who have always been there.

2. I'm happy with my job 

(even if it meant sleepless nights trying to come up with a decent grade for each kid...)

3. I'm inspired by the people who still believe in me despite the mistakes I make.

I guess it's never too late to learn. We all have to go through a few bruises first.

The nurse 

He's almost The One. Unfortunately, there's this little hitch that we'd only be friends so only time can tell.

The engineer 

He'll stay as he is. Obviously, its anything but real...

The Freaky Ex-boyfriend 

I hope he goes away now. 

I'm going to class now. It's another xit story, but at least, I get paybacks.

ate rhea and I

Confusion...Chaos

3 hours on the bus.

my head on his shoulder. My hand on his lap.

Our music playing.

The wind on my face.

What more could I ask for?

Unfortunately, we wouldn't be together.

u can't be too happy...

Of course, I love it that he gives me special attention lately.

It's just that I (well, all of us) know fully well that he's just been acting like that ever since he got the idea that I liked him (thanks to amo,anyway!)

So, there'll be no assuming for now. I'm just happy with the way things are. It wouldn't hurt anything anyway.

It's not that I have feelings at all.

But, I'm going to make a poem for him. That would be one of my projects for this month. It's not that I'd be letting him read it, but he will... Soon! So, good luck to that... :D

Hopefully, I would remember to check on the other responsibilities i have. Thank you for keeping me sane, Juniz... <3

Pure Happiness!

their faces on my facebook

So, I was supposed to be at Samal Island tonight with the rest of the family. Unfortunately, I can't go because I don't have money left. So, I'm stuck here with the kapwa. Buti nalang, the guys love me so much that they still went with me even though it was raining.

The other guys hate me for being with these bunch, but I don't care. I'm happy with all of them anyway. They can accuse me of everything they want - but that's all they can do. They can talk about me all they want but it won't touch me, because I know something that they don't. I believe, I can be happy without making them happy.

Somehow, we realize that we don't have to please everybody. What matters is what really makes us happy... and as long as we're not doing anything wrong, i think it's okay.

So far, I guess I'm doing great and I've got a lot to thank God for. These guys are no.1 on my list. :) Happy September everybody!

New playlist for this month

Here are my list of songs for september (unofficially!) I hope you guys like it:

1. Officially missing you by Tamia
2. All the small things by Blink 18
3. Coffeeshop soundtrack by All time low
4. Gone by Bei Maejor
5. Hey daydreamer by Somedaydream
6. If a song could get me you by Marit Larsen
7. Kasama kang tumanda by Toni Gonzaga
8. Opposites Attract by Juris
9. Perfect Two - Auburn
10. I dont wanna wait - Soja

thoughts...

You'll definitely be in my dreams tonight.

Unfortunately,

we won't be together.

So, don't ask for it.

Songs on my playlist

So, here's the new batch of songs on my playlist (which i got from Yvette). I have Richard Clayderman on piano too but i don't really listen much to it. Most of the theme for this playlist is love and letting go. Stupid facts which I can;t get over with myself. So here goes the top 20:

1. Faithfully - the Glee cover
2. Take a bow - Lea Michele
3. Bluer than blue - Michael Johnson? (i'm not really sure)
4. Over the rainbow - Glee cover again
5. An updated version of Me - KC Concepcion (I was thinking of making this number 1)
6. Then - Brad Paisley (in love all over again! :')
7. Beauty and Madness - Fra Lippo Lippi
8. Later - Fra Lippo Lippi (still)
9. Forever Blue - Jed Madela
10. Its by Toni Gonzaga. I dont know the title...

One of those songs...

Say goodbye
When I can barely say goodnight
If I can hardly take my heart from yours
How far can I go

Walk away
The thought won’t even cross my mind
I couldn’t turn my back on spring or fall
Your smile leaves a void

[chorus]
When I say always, I mean forever
I trust tomorrow as much as today
I am not afraid to say I love you
And I promise you, I’ll never say goodbye

We’re dancers on a crowded floor
While other dancers leave from song to song
Our music goes on
Our music goes on
On and on

And if I never leave your arms
I really would’ve travelled everywhere
For my world is there

[repeat chorus]

How could I ever say goodbye