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the underworld, Philippines
I love sunsets, reading books, sleeping, listening to secondhand serenade, listening to Tigerlily, watching sunsets, drinking coke, messing with photoshop, daydreaming, perking up the class, internet cafes, beaches, cafes in davao, Coke floats in McdO, cappucino at Zagu, writing poems, fighting the people in charge, defending human rights, eating noodles, it when pipol smile back, francis kong and bob ong books, talking to people, doing things for others, annoying others, writing before going to sleep sleeping late, playin spider solitaire

Friday, September 23, 2011

Fallin for you...

Maybe I should keep this to myself,
but I'm tired of holding it inside my head.

I've been spending all my time just thinking 'bout you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm falling for you.

Been so long since I've been this happy!
Especially when he looks at me with that big grin on his face. I could fall over and over again! :-))

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Inside my lens

The best camera is the eye, the best lens is the iris, and the best photo is our memory. Indeed, before humans invented the best quality cameras, He had already designed the best one. And keep in mind, not only just a camera but a walking one. Take good care of your camera, it is the best in the world.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

movies!

Thank Macelle Gay for her 16 gig flashdisk! I've got 5 new movies plus Deacon's The Hangover 2. Yeah!

Tomorrow would be the best day of my life! :) Good night everybody!

Sunday, September 11, 2011

White Flag? NEVER!

I'm not giving in...

Seriously, I knew this wasn't worth it. I'd better build up. the career I want. Then after this, it's crunch time. 
I kept praying that things would be back to normal (defined: in a relationship, happy, inspired). 
Then, I found I had it all along.

1. I have relationships
friends who have always been there.

2. I'm happy with my job 
(even if it meant sleepless nights trying to come up with a decent grade for each kid...)

3. I'm inspired by the people who still believe in me despite the mistakes I make.

I guess it's never too late to learn. We all have to go through a few bruises first.

The nurse 
He's almost The One. Unfortunately, there's this little hitch that we'd only be friends so only time can tell.

The engineer 
He'll stay as he is. Obviously, its anything but real...

The Freaky Ex-boyfriend 
I hope he goes away now. 

I'm going to class now. It's another xit story, but at least, I get paybacks.
ate rhea and I

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Confusion...Chaos

3 hours on the bus.
my head on his shoulder. My hand on his lap.
Our music playing.
The wind on my face.

What more could I ask for?

Unfortunately, we wouldn't be together.

Monday, September 5, 2011

u can't be too happy...


Of course, I love it that he gives me special attention lately.

It's just that I (well, all of us) know fully well that he's just been acting like that ever since he got the idea that I liked him (thanks to amo,anyway!)

So, there'll be no assuming for now. I'm just happy with the way things are. It wouldn't hurt anything anyway.

It's not that I have feelings at all.

But, I'm going to make a poem for him. That would be one of my projects for this month. It's not that I'd be letting him read it, but he will... Soon! So, good luck to that... :D

Hopefully, I would remember to check on the other responsibilities i have. Thank you for keeping me sane, Juniz... <3

Friday, September 2, 2011

Pure Happiness!


So, I was supposed to be at Samal Island tonight with the rest of the family. Unfortunately, I can't go because I don't have money left. So, I'm stuck here with the kapwa. Buti nalang, the guys love me so much that they still went with me even though it was raining.

The other guys hate me for being with these bunch, but I don't care. I'm happy with all of them anyway. They can accuse me of everything they want - but that's all they can do. They can talk about me all they want but it won't touch me, because I know something that they don't. I believe, I can be happy without making them happy.

Somehow, we realize that we don't have to please everybody. What matters is what really makes us happy... and as long as we're not doing anything wrong, i think it's okay.

So far, I guess I'm doing great and I've got a lot to thank God for. These guys are no.1 on my list. :) Happy September everybody!